like cereal...think about it....baby is made....baby is born...??? and then??? does all that cheese and amniotic fluid that she had been soaking into causes the smell we all know as baby smell?? lol if anyone has an answer for that tell me!!!! cause its a awesome smell <<;

ah....so im a momma now.....its almost been a week and when i look at carbon copy joe aka iris i still get tripped out that i have birth to her! that god trusted me with another soul to love and raise. god never over fills your plate. He never gives more than you cant handle...and for him to in trust me with another soul makes those 12 hours of labor worth it. yeah......12 hrs of fun fun fun....actually to be honest those 12 hrs past by quick! oddly i threw up alot during these hours....and i was dehydrated and high on the epidural....omg......what a fucking amazing drug....thank god for that epidural...

it was funny cause when i went in i was like easy breezy right? i was worried about the pain,....i hates me the pain lol i went in at 5am to get induced....never in my life have in been poked with so many needles.....big fucking needles....and then an iv drip to start my contractions.....and at first like period cramping just light hours past by and the nurse to monitored my stats and baby stats were like ok after this there gonna get stronger...holy moley she was right! i was like laura lee please cal the nurse i need my epidural. i was to the point of crying! laura lee was there for the ten hours she was like my mom lol she helped with a lot during the 12 hrs of labor! getting a shot in the fluid of your spine is a totally different experience. the dood had to go 13 inches deep...for one thing holy crap i didnt even know he had a needle that long! thats what she said lolololololololololulz anyways but yeah he told me that the normal is 3 to 4 inches in! when they stick that needle in...it feels like if youve ever been stun by a wasp or bee and it stings and burns with a passion....ok think f that now times it by 10...the dood said " ok your gonna feel the texas fire burn" wtf lol and then you can hear the crunching in your ear as he goes in...well i did since he had to go 13 inches deep!

but yeah....btw a couple of days before that a wasp did go into my pants and stung my ass cheek.....twice!wtf?! it felt like someone had a cig and then kept it on my skin alll day! so then the epidural kicked in....and oomg was it a beautiful thing....untill 2 hours later...i was getting back contractions....holy shit...you dont wanna experience it...and had to get another epidural and then that one kicked in and i felt beautiful...wonderful....so then it was time to get this baby out..omg...i couldnt feel anything...hell i didnt even know if i was pushing or not thats how awesome it worked lol oddly i could feel the urge to ppush her oout! and so they also cut my whoha and then iris came into the world at 6:02 pm on a tuesday and after she was out the first thing i asked my love was " did i poo?" and he said no... "score!!!!" that was my other worry was if i was gonna poo lol but i didnt1 mission complete lol on top of that my mom joe and joes mom saw my junk.....): it reall is weird lol

pics anyone???


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thats my myspace check out the pics of my new little love

oh by the way while getting my second epidural i guess i was too high and i felt that popular side effect...the one were it feels like bugs are crawling on your skin......yeah that was all over my face....really weird i now know what a drug addict means when they say that they have that crawling feeling and then scratching all the damn time lol

but yeah my little love iris
can not wait to see what she will turn into when shes growing